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Here I am, fresh as a daisy. Showered, shaved and smelling really nice!! I realized today, that I’ve been really low for some time. My apartment looks like hell and so did I. It’s amazing how quickly one can disappear into the swamps of sadness and self-pity, isn’t it?
Well, after two weeks of non-shaving, I’m back. (Didn’t say I’m happy, but for sure better.

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GAAAH!!! I don’t want tooooo!!!
It’s amazing, isn’t it? From six in the morning to four in the afternoon, there is sixteen hours. Then, from four to ten at night, it’s a little more than one hour, if you’re lucky!?!? WHY??? Who the f*ck made it this way??? I tell you, it isn’t much that I like these days… I hate everything!!! :mad:

Tired

Mmm… Tired!

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Back to work. Today was the first day at work, after my vacation. Not nice at all. As we all know, I pretty much hate my job.
I really hope than something’ll change in my life soon. Anything!! I need something, but I really don’t know what. Just get me out of this hell.

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What would I do without my dear bee? :kiss:

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I met her today. I wish I hadn’t. She’s more beautiful than ever, I really miss those eyes. Being me is not really a nice thing; I’d rather be someone else. If I could, I’d change my life with anyone, nothing can ever be worse than this. Constant pain.

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So, I’m home. Didn’t make any difference at all… maybe “things” changed, but surely not the way I’d hoped they would. Whatever… life is too long to have fun anyway.

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Don’t really know why… but I’m feeling really sad, most of the time. Somewhat “empty”, if that’s the expression. I need things to do, but I don’t have the energy nor the imagination. Luckily, tomorrow I’ll leave this place for a few days. I hope everything’s better when I get home.

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Interesting… Traffic to my site has increased by 400% the last days. At first, I was just happy about it, but then I took a look in my logs. It seems that almost all requests are for the nowadays famous “default.ida” file. Read more about the “Code Red” worm and it’s journey across the world here.

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I could get used to this, for sure. Working is nice, by all means, but being free to do whatever you want every day if way more nice.